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<rss version="0.92"><channel><title>Brains Insomnia</title><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/</link><description>An apple a day keeps this sickness away. And it's not just any other apple.... If this won't work, try wasting it all out like you have a bad case of blogorrhea and you'll be all good. </description><language>en-EU</language><docs>http://backend.userland.com/rss092</docs><image><title>Brains Insomnia</title><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/</link><url>http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/4a/811ecc4aff8e4b4d620fc586dc0b80_160x200.jpg</url></image><item><title>for the love of  job!</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;Miraculously, we were able to hit a positive net income for the Year-to-Date June 2007. May is all smiles as if she was vitally part of that success! But you know, what I'm worried about-- I think it will be a financial loss for the next month. The dirty, old man Mr. Rodolfo which happens to be one of our top client hasn't made request for reposition through our company. Maybe because of price issues. &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;May kept on insisting that I invite this man for dinner for client-representation purposes. As much as I would want to, I just couldn't bear the thought of his hairy arm on my face as he tries to fondle me. This guy even attempted to seduce me in his private room. I couldn't slap him because the company might blame me for losing such a client. I couldn't even give in to his desires--- God have mercy on my soul if I would!!!!!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/08/01/for_the_love_of_job~2736210/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/08/01/for_the_love_of_job~2736210/</link><pubDate>Wed, 01 Aug 2007 07:02:18 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>?!?</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;Brit has been nice to me eversince. I don't see why i can't give in. It's hard for me to fall inlove anymore... why?
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/31/~2733129/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/31/~2733129/</link><pubDate>Tue, 31 Jul 2007 16:08:21 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Eviscerate the life out of my boss.</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;Goodnight everyone...&lt;br&gt;
tomorrow's another day. i'll be seeing my idiotic boss again in the office,we'll be exchanging rumors again and pretend that i like it. She'll be talking shit again about the nitty-gritty aspects of my job. and i'm gonna listen like she's my mom.&lt;br&gt;
And i'm gonna go later to the rest room and scream inwardly pretending like i was screaming at her.&lt;br&gt;
So help me God.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/srv/media/media_item.php?item_ID=1819004" title="boss2kp"&gt;&lt;img src="http://data4.blog.de/media/004/1819004_80a94cd3b6_s.jpg" alt="boss2kp" vspace="5" hspace="5"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/22/eviscerate_the_life_out_of_my_boss~2681339/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/22/eviscerate_the_life_out_of_my_boss~2681339/</link><pubDate>Sun, 22 Jul 2007 16:45:17 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>credit schredit</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;i'm undergoing serious credit card problems. it seems that bills is always sent to me faster than my paycheck is.&lt;br&gt;can anyone help me on this?! i'm still 25 and i'm buried in debt!!! damn it.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/22/credit_schredit~2681294/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/22/credit_schredit~2681294/</link><pubDate>Sun, 22 Jul 2007 16:37:24 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>what the hell was i thinking??!!!</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING!!!&lt;br&gt;I couldn't believe i posted his damn photo?! What if he'd knew.....&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Shit, i don't give a rat's ass anyway!!! I've been really embarrassed by him. So why not make the most of it right?&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;If he knew, then he knew.. *sigh*
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/22/what_the_hell_was_i_thinking~2679042/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/22/what_the_hell_was_i_thinking~2679042/</link><pubDate>Sun, 22 Jul 2007 07:28:25 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>detonation of perseverance</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;You guys are absolutely right.&lt;br&gt;
Maybe it's about time to seriously consider that things aren't really going my way. YEap, he won for now... He fucking won!! That damn bastard.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I could even hear what he's trying to tell me:&lt;br&gt;
"Gorgeous (yeah, that's what he calls me. That lying son of a bitch!), i just wanna bang you. Clear my head.. Get in, get off, (wait for a 2-month grace period), then get out.. of your life.. for good!!!"&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/srv/media/media_item.php?item_ID=1817592" title="413311588m"&gt;&lt;img src="http://data4.blog.de/media/592/1817592_7d0bfc92dd_s.jpg" alt="413311588m" vspace="5" hspace="5"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Don't worry guys, i'm fine. see, i'm darn happy.i've persevered enough.. i'll let go. and perhaps stick to my guns and just be with this guy i've been with for 6 years (i'm practically bored with him really).. An perhaps i'm just too ordinary and sexually mediocred to have someone like this:&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/srv/media/media_item.php?item_ID=1817599" title="imgp4754"&gt;&lt;img src="http://data4.blog.de/media/599/1817599_559a78f930_s.jpg" alt="imgp4754" vspace="5" hspace="5"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I don't know to you but he is so darn good looking and strikingly charming to me!!! Uh-oh, here i am again..&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Shit, i need to be Billy-sober by now.. Can anyone help me???!! Please? I need serious help..
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/22/detonation_of_perseverance~2679012/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/22/detonation_of_perseverance~2679012/</link><pubDate>Sun, 22 Jul 2007 07:23:18 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>who want some nude vids anyone....</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;i can't fucking sleep!!! how can i ever sleep in the first place when there are evil voices in my head telling me to make a fucking great fool of myself by showing this guy that i "love" him.. *screams to death*&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;i just did thought. i opened my email account and to my non-surprise. He didn't show up in my inbox. I don't know what had happened to him. Did he die in the war or something, or did he just let me figure that he was just making it as an excuse that he's not interested in me anymore just because i refused to make another nude video of myself and send it to him as if i don't know that he showed those to his fellow soldiers coz they've been celibate for like eons and their penises need some hole to feel the emptiness inside.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;yah. i already figured. he got tired of me. shit. after all those sweet nothings!!! i can't believe i fell for that. he told me i'm a fucking wonderful person. yeah! wonderful my ass!!! i was right all along. i shouldn't have believed that there's something magical between the two of us. it was just sex all along.. no more, no less.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt; GOD HOW DID I BECOME TO GET SO FUCKING STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/who_want_some_nude_vids_anyone~2677492/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/who_want_some_nude_vids_anyone~2677492/</link><pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:12:22 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>the loser that is me</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;you know what's discouraging...&lt;br&gt;
it's knowing that at the end of the day, i realize i have no one. my life is as boring as a shrub. no one seems to care. the guys i thought i loved left me-- Dustin, Antoine, even Billy.&lt;br&gt;
i should have given Bob the chance right before all these rejections had happened. He was the only guy who took me seriously (aside from Brit who doesn't have a serious life). The rest of them either consider me as a past time or someone to bang with.&lt;br&gt;
i'm seriously trying to consider a total life renovation but i don't know where to start.&lt;br&gt;
i just wanna have a nice gorgeous guy to be seriously inlove with and some true friends who could equalize the non-intensity of my life with some fun&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/the_loser_that_is_me~2677441/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/the_loser_that_is_me~2677441/</link><pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:02:58 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>what the....</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;what's up with all these yahoo chatters showing off their disgusting and gooey 3-5 inches packages over the net?! it's not even sexually stimulating..&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;pls. cut the crap before your webcam's gonna burn from pure and utter disgust.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/what_the~2675949/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/what_the~2675949/</link><pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 14:57:31 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Fuck Levine</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;"Love is the only rational act."&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Said Levine..&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Bullshit..
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/fuck_levine~2675831/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/fuck_levine~2675831/</link><pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 14:29:25 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Currently detoxifying myself........</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;I have two choices here, either i'm gonna wear this:&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://data4.blog.de/media/693/1815693_b988f06e6e_s.jpg" alt="those are some shoes!!" vspace="5" hspace="5"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Or i'm gonna open my email account and risk basking in embarrassment and downfall again if i find out Billy didn't email me?&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I mean both are equally embarrassing, right?!&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;However, considering the options, I would rather wear 'em than know that Billy ain't interested anymore. See, I've been wanting to know what it feels like to have man-feet. My cousin Risa has it, even my boss has it ( she's an exemption i guess coz she's really a she-man!) Why, I would love to have those mind-boggling skin hair hovering beneath my toenails!!!&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;My god, it's better that way... Yeah, i think i'm gonna do that. So pls congratulate me, it has been nearly 2 days since i haven't opened my email account. It's better to not know than know the painful truth
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/currently_detoxifying_myself~2675760/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/currently_detoxifying_myself~2675760/</link><pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 14:10:27 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Get out of my world! (get in to my bed)</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;Billy proved himself to be my world's biggest horndog!!! On the other hand though he IS in my world and only a few people get to be in my world...............&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;No it's not a good thing.. I need him OUT of my world
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/get_out_of_my_world_get_in_to_my_bed~2675610/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/21/get_out_of_my_world_get_in_to_my_bed~2675610/</link><pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 13:28:47 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>to all the anorexic</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/srv/media/media_item.php?item_ID=1804059" title="$trîkë å pø$é1184"&gt;&lt;img src="http://data4.blog.de/media/059/1804059_d4337a60f1_s.jpg" alt="$trîkë å pø$é1184" vspace="5" hspace="5" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;you miss half of your lives just as i missed my work out at the gym this afternoon.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/to_all_the_anorexic~2652030/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/to_all_the_anorexic~2652030/</link><pubDate>Tue, 17 Jul 2007 15:52:58 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>There is a painful, malignant growth freshly sprung up from my brain and it stares back at me with a scarlet smile because its face is that of yours</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://data4.blog.de/media/042/1804042_cf1c0f8e02_s.jpg" alt="urhirml5" vspace="5" hspace="5"&gt;
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/there_is_a_painful_malignant_growth_fres~2651972/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/there_is_a_painful_malignant_growth_fres~2651972/</link><pubDate>Tue, 17 Jul 2007 15:43:46 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Two Headed Fly, I am</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src="http://data4.blog.de/media/028/1804028_87b89f8822_s.jpg" alt="insect2ax6" vspace="5" hspace="5"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I am a fly&lt;br&gt;
Swirling upon a piece of shit&lt;br&gt;
The crap you call romance&lt;br&gt;
Intimacy&lt;br&gt;
Courtship&lt;br&gt;
I stick to the wall hungrily eyeing it&lt;br&gt;
Hovering over it like a helicopter&lt;br&gt;
But I dare not land on it&lt;br&gt;
For what are flies&lt;br&gt;
But nothing more than nuisances - still I trail behind&lt;br&gt;
That which has blossomed in front of me&lt;br&gt;
Palm to palm&lt;br&gt;
They strode&lt;br&gt;
Wish I could hold on to&lt;br&gt;
Someone else’s hand myself&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Nay!&lt;br&gt;
Flies only know filth, rubbish, the untouchable, the repulsive, the decaying, the reeking…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/two_headed_fly_i_am~2651934/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/two_headed_fly_i_am~2651934/</link><pubDate>Tue, 17 Jul 2007 15:37:54 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>to be or not to be... a slut for love.</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;If there's one thing I hate about the Visiting Forces Agreement in the Philippines, it's these American soldiers staying in several base camps in every nook of the country trying to find some local naive, clueless Filipina girl to fuck with &lt;img src="/img/smilies/grayupset.gif" alt=":##" class="middle" border="0"&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;And these include Phil-Am Marine soldiers.. Damn with these people! They play around with Filipina women. I'm over Billy! I just want to bump my head severely against a wall so I'll have amnesia and forget everything that had happened because he just did. Why can't I just accept the hints as they fucking are?! I mean the "payment"!!!!!!!!!! How he left me in the hotel room while he and his buddy friend rode off to victory!&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;They all should leave our place!We don't need them right? Well, he did actually. He's off to war somewhere but unfortunately he's gonna return here. That is if he survives the war which he probably will because bad guys are hard to die.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Ok, i'll just at least try something within my control:I need to get him out of my system! I can't get him out of my head! I think i'm inlove with this creep. See, I have never made silly gestures to please a man. If that would have been the case, I make sure it's the other way around. But not this time. I know it's really embarrassing but i did really kinky stuffs for him!! haha. I've sent him nude photos and vids of myself just to satisfy the horny dogginess in him. I did all o'those thinking he would take me seriously. (How dumb can i get really??! Af if it's gonna happen) oh well!!!!&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Truth be told though, he is SOOOH fucking hot!!! He is a goddess. The mere thought of him turns me on. BUT, he turns me on in a romantic kinda way. I'm afraid i might love him coz it's the kind of love that's difficult to get away from. This is mainly the reason why i agreed anyway. I took it as an opportunity to get laid with him while he took it as an opportunity to just get laid.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;But you know what's likable about me despite all these hellhole. I can just get over it. Maybe tomorrow, i might forget about him.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;That is if i bang my head against a wall, and have amnesia.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/title~2651792/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/title~2651792/</link><pubDate>Tue, 17 Jul 2007 15:14:51 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>I LOVE MY JOB that i'm gonna drink a bottle of bleach tonight!!</title><description>	&lt;p&gt;My work is hell that sometimes my mind plays good tricks on me... such as, imagining i'm whacking my boss' head with a sledgehammer which is kinda sweet actually! But i just let it all slide, let it all pass coz you know what,  well, it's not really as torturing as most of my colleagues would think. See, i'm the youngest of 'em and ironically, the one who knows a lot (modesty aside...) Or to put it simply, the one who's less of an idiot than them.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Ok, i'm sorry i'm being too rude towards the people i work with. But God knows how i literally gag myself to death just to refrain myself from spitting filthy words to my old, lazy, and dimwitted officemates. Yes, they are OLD, LAZY, and DIMWITS! My boss even would take an eternity to send an email because she has to check and re-check here grammars, spellings and what not! Well, sometimes I think I don't belong in that place but since it pays fair enough, I think i'd rather stay a bit further.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;And i won't give up that easily... I'm gonna try my fucking best to rise above all the tension and all those shit loads of work. One of my officemates resigned because, as per his resignation letter, he wants to "break free from all the animosity" arising in the work office. Me and my boss laugh about it but personally it IS true.. OUr boss loooooves OFFICE rumors. I even wonder what she's talking about me behind her back. That is what she spends 50% of her time in the office: talk about the accountant, the collector, the counter sales rep, hell.... she even talks about her "admirer" which I find soooooooooooo lame because at her age, she shouldn't be all giddy and excited about it as if she's just 14 instead of 40!!! &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Really, i hate my job but funny i'm kinda drawn to it...
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/i_love_my_job_that_i_m_gonna_drink_a_bot~2651552/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://promiscuousgurl.blog.co.uk/2007/07/17/i_love_my_job_that_i_m_gonna_drink_a_bot~2651552/</link><pubDate>Tue, 17 Jul 2007 14:33:26 +0200</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
